Admitted to hospital for better pain management. Nurses couldn’t get an IV in (chemotherapy shrinks the veins) and my blood pressure rises to 181/110 when I stand. So tomorrow morning, they will place a port in my upper chest so that IV access is just a stick away.
They’ve upped my pain meds to oxycontin + dilauded. Tomorrow I’ll have x-rays to see if anything’s broken and meet with my oncologist to decide on a plan for what to do about the spots of cancer they saw in the scan. I don’t know how many or how much – there’s time for that tomorrow.
Tonight I rest and thank God for the friends and family who watched my kids today and those who surprised me with a visit already. Tomorrow morning I have the surgery I’ve dreaded for four years (probably needlessly) and emerge with essentially a small pincushion hooked into my artery. This will make treatments easier. It will make hydration and blood draws easier. But tonight, it doesn’t feel very easy at all.
Please pray with me for healing.